Scadalous/ Wednesday, August 31
haven been updating...but i've been doing well...or at least still coping well laa!! haha..exam's just around de corner..yup!! it's nxt fridae!! so wish me luck man!! hahaa..but everything is in such a rush..bleah!! hope i'll haf time to study everything man..heehee..in eg1 tutorial now..can't wait for exams to be over..den i'll be free!!!! haha..means i can go online late at nite again...!!! whahahhaa...and i'll blog more also!!! suddenly..u gave me a feel of distanc-ity (if dere is ever such a word)..u said i taught u to be more decisive..but u taught me mani things too..i once told u..and u noe it..no promises is foreva..and u juz proved that i was right once again..i tot u were true..and i tot u were fer real..but yet u failed to prove me wrong too..in the gust of a wind came forth sour..and the in breeze of the wind..everything got blown awae..but the feeling of this wind tells me..tt smtg is not quite right..juz smtg is not right..outta a sudden..i wunder again..of so mani things and ppl around me..i alwaes have this feeling..this weird feeling i feel in me..from de start til now..but it's inexplicable..i admit i'm still struggling to walk out of ur shadow..and still struggling to get over my own shadow..i've came to this pt..where senses are already failing me..and my heart's not leading me anymore..i'm down with so much uncertainties..every step i'm taking..i'm unsure..every move i've made..it might turn out to be a grave mistake..when will my certainties cum and when will my heart take over again..i noe i haf to walk out of ur shadow..but i juz can't with so mani tots in me..i can't..i juz can't..i can't lie to myself and sae u dun exist..i can't move on when i'm turning back with every step i'm taking..it's killing me softly..Qy shared this with me...so allow me to share this with u guys..If someone should hurt youand say a thing unkind,Remember what I write to you,and keep these thoughts in mind.For everyone that makes you cry,there are three to make you smile,And a smile will last a long, long time,but a tear just a little while.Don't let someone who hates the worldcause you to hate it too,Behind the clouds is a Golden sun,and a sky that's full of Blue.If someone said a thing that's cruel,don't let it get to you,Your achievements are greatly numbered,and your faults are very few.
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
10:17:00 AM
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